Friday the 13th was a really unlucky day. I happily went to town from David's place after my driving lessons, thinking that i would be carrying multiple big and small shopping bags and swip my Visa mini like nobody's business, buying anything that caught my fancy without even taking a glance at the price. But it all turned out that i only bought a very casual denim skirt from Forever 21 and a t-shirt from Collage which i think i would be wearing to school on Monday. WTH??
What happened to the fashion in Singapore? I cant find anything nice at all. Either that or all the sizes are too big and it looks weird on me even when i was trying the smallest size. We walked from Cine to Heeren to Taka to Wisma to Far East to Pac Plaza to Wheelock (to get my birkis but it was closed by then) and then back to Far East then to Cine. It was THAT bad, like extremely BAD.
I was so upset, or rather, very pissed off because there was nothing i could buy when i have the money. And when im broke, all the nice stuffs appear, which i couldnt afford to splurge on. Why sia. Damn moody can.
Two nights back, i was chatting on the phone with Jeffrey (from TP). It was a good one and a half hours, and i realised many things. Very very affected, very very jealous, very very upset. Period.
You know, i really wonder who reads my craps. Its pretty scary when people who reads my stuffs know who i am or how i look like, but yet i dont even know their existence. Maybe i should stop blogging. But ive been doing so since i was 14. Or maybe, i should change my url and make it private. hmmmm..
Oh anyway, im so glad this Valentine's day is on Study Week!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I NEED NOT RISK MY FEAR OF SEEING LOVEY DOVEY COUPLES HOLDING HANDS AROUND IN SCHOOL AND GIRLS RECEIVING BIG BOUQUET OF FLOWERS AND PRESENTS. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Its gonna be my 5th year to spend this day ALONE (besides the fact that i spent it with Kenny bro for a 2 years or so). Every Valentine's day, my sis would come home with gifts and presents. But im always home empty-handed. Then my mom will start asking "why no presents? No boyfriend huh? Why so poor thing never celebrate Valentine's day?"
And so, i hate to stay home on this day. Neither do i like going out so as to see many loving couples hand in hand walking down the streets. This year, im gonna spend it at Kallang MacDonalds, mugging my day away, alone.
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